* 8 Days Later *
I've not left the house at all, I'm sure i nearly crashed on the way home from Starbucks the other week, but to be honest i can't even remember getting home. Just those chilling words, "Don't tell the press". how dare he say that to me? I gave him my heart and he chucked it back in my face, i actually thought he felt liked me the same way i did. Fuck. He just used me, he got sex and then did a runner. And that Emma is a nasty piece of work, you know what they are perfect for each other.
*Beep Beep*
I turn over in bed and grab my phone, Fuck! It's Gary..
"Jade, i need to meet you asap! Please!"
Well he can fuck off, i am not even replying. I need to forget him, he told me to stay away from him and you know what I am going too!
*Beep Beep*
"JADE! Answer me! Please? Meet me, asap or i'll meet you and i know where you live, remember?x"
Oh shit, I forgot about that, i need to get out of here as soon as i can. I don't want to see him, so i need to go out for a few hours. I can't see Gary anymore, not after what he said. I grab my suitcase a throw some clothes and shoes in it, i throw some makeup on and a pair of skinny jeans and a chiffon top. I need to go away for a few days, i just need to clear my head. I grab my passport and lock up my flat, i head down to my car and put my suitcase in the boot. I jump into my Range Rover Sport and head off, but where too? The airport? A Friend? Where? I start driving, just in hope it will all figure it's self out. I head towards the motorway, i need to get out of Newcastle.
I know I'm speeding, i need to get away from my life right now. I take the first exit off i can, i need to stop this, i pull up to the roundabout and the traffic lights are on green, so i pull out and all i remember from then on is flashing lights and screaming...
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7 Days Previous. Gary's POV!
"Gary! Gary! Get down here now!" Emma screams. I just want to tell her to fuck off to be honest, i jog downstairs, "What's wrong now?"
"What's wrong? Who the fuck is this whore, you met yesterday?" she snaps at him moving closer towards him.
"What the fuck Emma? Have you been going through my phone?" i snap back.
"YES! I'm your girlfriend! And your hooking up with some whore!"
"She's not a whore, she is a friend, and if you'd asked, i would have told you." i turn away to leave the room, that's when i feel Emma's nails digging into my wrist.
"Gary! Aren't you forgetting something? You've upset me, and practically cheated on me, i need...." that's when i cut her off. "here, fucking take it. That's all you want anyway!" he growls and throws his bank card at her! I storm back into the studio, i fucking hate that woman and for the next 18 years, she is going to be in my life. Nice one Barlow. Good call!
5 Days Previous. Gary's POV!
"Finally, you ready to go?" I smile.
"Yes. We don't have to go though Gary, you should trust me, and trust what i have told you is true. We're having a baby!" Emma snaps.
"Emma, We're going ok? I need to know for certain, if we're having a baby."
Over the last few days, I have grown more suspicious of Emma, with the whole baby thing. I mean we've only had sex once, and from what i remember, it didn't last for that long, i am pretty sure i wore a condom. Emma say's i was too drunk to notice it had split. It's all happened too fast, ever since i say her down to tell her i was ending it, she blurted out she was pregnant, and that she needed me, they both needed me. And now since i have talked about the doctors, she has been really defensive. I don't think she is even pregnant.
4 Days Previous. Gary's POV!
"Barlow Breaks It Off!" Reads the headline in the sun, and all the major new papers in the UK.
I pick the paper up. I don't usually read this shit, but for once they're telling the true story. Oh i hope Jade see's this, i hope she understands. Emma was a lying bitch, she faked the pregnancy, she didn't care for me, and she was pretty abusive with me, emotionally and physically. I'm happy all this came out, so soon. But i'm pretty sure, I've lost Jade, i need to see her.
*Bang Bang*
I rush to the door, hoping it's Jade, its the postman i sign for it and open the box. It's a cake, i smile, it has a note attached, "Enjoy, hope your ok mate, see you soon, Mark. x" I take the cake into the kitchen, cut a slice...
1 Day Previous. Gary's POV!
"Yes. We don't have to go though Gary, you should trust me, and trust what i have told you is true. We're having a baby!" Emma snaps.
"Emma, We're going ok? I need to know for certain, if we're having a baby."
Over the last few days, I have grown more suspicious of Emma, with the whole baby thing. I mean we've only had sex once, and from what i remember, it didn't last for that long, i am pretty sure i wore a condom. Emma say's i was too drunk to notice it had split. It's all happened too fast, ever since i say her down to tell her i was ending it, she blurted out she was pregnant, and that she needed me, they both needed me. And now since i have talked about the doctors, she has been really defensive. I don't think she is even pregnant.
4 Days Previous. Gary's POV!
"Barlow Breaks It Off!" Reads the headline in the sun, and all the major new papers in the UK.
I pick the paper up. I don't usually read this shit, but for once they're telling the true story. Oh i hope Jade see's this, i hope she understands. Emma was a lying bitch, she faked the pregnancy, she didn't care for me, and she was pretty abusive with me, emotionally and physically. I'm happy all this came out, so soon. But i'm pretty sure, I've lost Jade, i need to see her.
*Bang Bang*
I rush to the door, hoping it's Jade, its the postman i sign for it and open the box. It's a cake, i smile, it has a note attached, "Enjoy, hope your ok mate, see you soon, Mark. x" I take the cake into the kitchen, cut a slice...
1 Day Previous. Gary's POV!
Fuck! I groan as i throw the remains of my stomach, up. What the fuck was in that cake! I have been so ill for the last few days, I've been to the hospital and spent 2 days in there, i was discharged today. I feel like crap, i cannot stop being sick, the doctor said, today would be the last day of this. I haven't been able to even make a phone call, and believe me, i have tired. I need to phone Jade, but how can i, when i am like this? I crawl back into bed, if i'm better in the morning, i will text jade, i need to see her, i need to tell her i love her and that i am sorry...
Back to the Present Day. Gary's POV!
Back to the Present Day. Gary's POV!
I feel much better this morning, but fuck, i couldn't get any worse, that yesterday. I grab my phone and text Jade:
"Jade, i need to meet you asap! Please!"
JADE! Come on, please answer, why isn't she texting me? Surely she has seen the papers, and seen that me and Emma have broke up. Oh fuck! What if Jade doesn't want me anymore? I have to text her again.
"JADE! Answer me! Please? Meet me, asap or i'll meet you and i know where you live, remember?x"
I grab my car keys and head out to the car, I get in my car. I need to find Jade, i need to tell her the way i feel. I am driving towards the roundabout, when i see what looks like a horrible crash, there is a few police cars, and two ambulances. Fucking hell this doesn't look good. I look at my phone still no text from Jade. With the looks of this, i'm going to be stuck here for hours. I'll have to phone her, and even if get the voicemail i will tell her i love her.
I start phoning Jade, after a few rings someone answers:
"Hello? Jade is that you?" i say after a few seconds. I look up towards the accident sence. A Police officer stands up.
"No this is Sargent Morris." he notices me, fuck. That cannot be Jade. It can't, she can't be in that accident. I climb out of my car, as the police officer says:
"I believe you know the woman in this accident."
That's when i know for certain it's Jade, fuck. NO! I feel tears fill my eyes, i can't help it, what if i never got to tell her how i felt? I push past the police officer that's when i see her.
"NO! JADE PLEASE!! LOOK AT ME!" I scream and fall to my knee's, i start sobbing. She's not moving, or talking! Oh god.
I grab my car keys and head out to the car, I get in my car. I need to find Jade, i need to tell her the way i feel. I am driving towards the roundabout, when i see what looks like a horrible crash, there is a few police cars, and two ambulances. Fucking hell this doesn't look good. I look at my phone still no text from Jade. With the looks of this, i'm going to be stuck here for hours. I'll have to phone her, and even if get the voicemail i will tell her i love her.
I start phoning Jade, after a few rings someone answers:
"Hello? Jade is that you?" i say after a few seconds. I look up towards the accident sence. A Police officer stands up.
"No this is Sargent Morris." he notices me, fuck. That cannot be Jade. It can't, she can't be in that accident. I climb out of my car, as the police officer says:
"I believe you know the woman in this accident."
That's when i know for certain it's Jade, fuck. NO! I feel tears fill my eyes, i can't help it, what if i never got to tell her how i felt? I push past the police officer that's when i see her.
"NO! JADE PLEASE!! LOOK AT ME!" I scream and fall to my knee's, i start sobbing. She's not moving, or talking! Oh god.
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