* 10 days later *
It's been 10 days now. Gary promised me he'd at least call after a few days to let me know what's happening. But nope. No call or text. Nothing. It's like he's disappeared into thin air. Has he broke it off with Emma? Does he not want me now. God I can't take this anymore. I need some answers. I have to call him. No. Jade. You can't call him, I'll text him.
* hey Gary, it's Jade. What's happened? x*
Well that wasn't so difficult was it. Oh god why does this feel wrong?
* beep beep *
Gary :
*We need to talk asap!*
Oh shit! What the fuck does he mean we need to talk? And no kiss at the end of the message. Oh god this isn't good.
* Why what's up? x*
This is making me feel sick. This cannit be good like.
* beep beep *
Gary:
* Meet me at the Starbucks in the shopping centre in 20 minutes yeah*
I text back ok. God I am nervous what is going to happen now like? I touch up my makeup and grab my bag and head to my car. Why does he want to meet up so soon? Why now? Why not before?
* 20 MINUTES LATER *
I'm just about to walk into Starbucks when I see Gary is already sat down he has dark sunglasses on. Wow they make him look even hotter. I go inside and sit at the table across from him at first he doesn't even acknowledge that I am there. I'm the one who has to speak first.
"How did everything go? Did she take it ok?" I move my hands on top of Gary's rubbing them slightly.
"Take it? She didn't." He pulls his hands away from mine. "Jade I came here to tell you, to stay away from me from now on. Me and Emma are serious. We have to be now anyway. I can't leave her!"
I feel my heart breaking. Fuck. This has to be a joke. Surely? "What? Gary you promised me. We'd be together. What's changed in the last 10 days?" I snap a little at him.
"Emma's pregnant that's what's changed. I cannot leave her now. She is having my baby. And with you around I'm always going to be tempted to try something with you. And it's not fair of me to lead you on either. You need to stay away from me. I don't need you in my life Jade." He stands up leaning down slightly before saying "and don't go to the press, with what happened the other week. They won't believe you. Who would?" And with those chilling last words he's gone. And I'm sat lonely in a table in Starbucks in tears. How and why did that just happen to me?
(First time) GARY'S POV!!
Fuck. Barlow why did you say that. She is the one you love. Jade is the one your meant to be with. Not Emma. Fuck. You've gotta do the right thing by Emma now though. You have to be there for your baby. But fucking hell you didn't have to say that to jade. You love her. "Fucking idiot." I shout slamming my hands against the car steering wheel. I love Jade. And i said don't tell the press. What a jerk. I've treated her so bad.
* Beep beep *
"Jade" I stop the car and grab my phone expecting it to be a text from jade. Nope it's from Emma:
"Where the hell are you Gary. Me and YOUR Baby are wanting to go shopping and then for lunch. Call me now!"
"Fuck off" I growl. I've blew everything. I knew I loved jade from that first moment. So why the hell did I agree to go on a blind date with mark's wife's friend. Why did I do that? I feel tears fill my eyes, I can't keep them in any longer. I break down, and sob uncontrollably.
* Back to JADES POV *
I sat in Starbucks for about half an hour more to compose myself. Oh who am I kidding. I go back to my car and just sit there staring into space. This is all my fault. I should have never put myself in that position again. Yet another man I love has chosen someone else over me. Maybe Gary chose her just because of the baby. But maybe not. I guess I should just listen to what he says and stay away from him. For good? This is going to kill me. How in just under 4 weeks, can all your heart; body and soul fall so deeply in love for someone? I guess I'll just never know. But the pain will be something I have to live with.
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