Thursday, May 2, 2013

Chapter 16

Here is chapter 16. Please enjoy x

* the following morning *

I groan as I sit up. What the fuck. Why did I sleep on the sofa? Must have fallen asleep down here. Gary must have just come in and gone straight to bed I better go check on him. I hobble up the stairs these crutches are fucking me right off like. I get into the bedroom. The beds not been slept in. Fuck. Where is he. I shout Gary but no answer. Shit. I grab my phone and see 7 miss phone calls and a voicemail from Gary I listen to voicemail:

"Jaaaaaaade. Come and get me. Pleaaaaaase. I don't feel well. I love you sexy..." Yep that's Gary drunk off his head. But where the hell is he now? This is weird. I can't even drive, so there's no way I can even find him. Fuck! 

I phone Gary's phone but no answer. Where is he? "Come on Barlow" I sigh as I ring him again. Still no answer. I head towards the stairs, I guess I'm not paying attention I have my phone in one hand as well as I'm trying to hobble down the stairs on my crutches. I get to about the 5th step from the bottom, I take y eye off the next step and bang.. I hit the floor like a ton of bricks. "Ouch. Arghh." I groan in pain. My ribs. I've landed on my right side straight onto the on of the crutches. My ribs are killing me right now. I cry out in agony, as I try to take a deep breath. This isn't good at all. I need to go to the hospital. But how? I definitely ain't phoning an ambulance. I will get a taxi or something I have too. I phone a taxi and manage to crawl to the door luckily my bag is there next to the door. Slowly but surely I stand up and make my way out towards the taxi as it arrives. I'm heading towards the hospital when I notice the blood seeping through my shirt, I lift my shirt up slightly and see the gash, I hiss this pain is getting worst. 

I decide I have to tell Gary where I am incase he wants to find me. I text him saying :
"Gary I've had a little accident, I'm just on my way to the hospital. Be home soon, hope you will be too. Love you xx"


* One Hour Later *
I've had to have stitches, and boy did it hurt. Still no word from Gary. Where is he? Fuck sakes. I'm in agony right now, I just want him to hold me tightly. And keep me safe. I love him so much. 

* Beep Beep * 
Gary.
"What? I'm on my way Jade. I'll be there ASAP I promise. Love you xxxxx" Yay that is what I needed to hear. My Barlow is coming. I hope he is ok though he has been out all night. I can't text him back, as the doctor is watching me. 

* 20 minutes later *
Gary barges straight through the door. "Jade. Jade are you ok what happened?" He rushes to my side. "Gary I'm ok. But what the hell happened to you?" He has a gash above his eye, which has butterfly stitches and a dark black eye underneath. He has serval scratches down his neck. "Nothing I'm fine babe..." I cut him off "Gary. Don't lie to me! What happened to you last night. Your covered it scratches and have a fucking black eye." I snap at him. 
"Jade I was attacked, this guy came up to me and started walking into me and then saying stupid things and i lost it, So I hit him. Then this fucking woman dived on me and started biting me. And clawing at me." He sighs. 
"What? You hit them? If I see that woman that did that to you. I'd fucking kill her no one touches my Barlow." I run my fingers over Gary's neck softly. "Did you win the fight with him Barlow?" I smirk a little. "You bet I did baby, haven't you see these?" He does a pose highlighting his huge guns. Fuck me. He is HOT! "I have seen them and I love them. I love you Gary." I press my lips against his softly. "I love you too babe. And jade. Anyway what happened to you?" He slides onto the bed snuggling up to me, I wrap my arms around him. 
"Well I went upstairs to find you and you weren't there. I guess I wasn't paying attention on the way down the stairs and I just tripped and fell..." I hiss a little as Gary runs his fingers over the stitches. "I'm sorry baby, and I bet you were on your phone weren't you?" I nod. "I was worried Gary you weren't home and I'd listened to your voicemail. I was scared something had happened and look I was right." I look at Gary's eye it doesn't look pretty at all. But it kinda makes him even hotter is that even fucking possible? I mean come on the man is a god. "Ok maybe I was slightly to blame too and I left you a drunk voicemail didn't I?" He laughs, he clearly doesn't remember it. "Yep you did. It was cute though. Anyway where did you stay last night?" He shrugs. "I'm always cute you know that and I stayed at marks which was fun. He's not speaking to me for some reason." He groans. "Aww baby. When I'm alright you'll have to have a proper might out with me. And well phone him and speak to him ask him what's up. You'll sort it out. Your beautiful Gary you know that right." I press my lips against Gary's softly. He is so beautiful. "I love you." He whispers against my lips.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Chapter 15

Here's chapter 15. Don't really know where this is going, but hopefully you'll enjoy :) 

* 10 Days Later *

"Gary..." I shout. 
I'm sure he's fed up of us now like. He hasn't left me in over a week. He has made sure I'm always looked after its kinda cute, but I know it must be annoying for him. I'd wish my leg would just hurry up and heal to be honest. I'm fed up of walking around on crutches. I feel like I can't do anything. That's when I'm broke from my thoughts. "What's up babe?" He's panting a little. Holy fuck. He's been running. God those shorts hang tightly to that peachy arse of his. "Jade?" My eyes move back up towards his. "Yeah I was just thinking about what I'm going to tell work? I meant its going to be a month or so before I can go back." I'm a little gutted because I love my job, well most of the time. 
"Well it's sorted isn't it? Your going to be living with me down here, so how can you go back to work in Newcastle?" 
"What do I do then Gary? I want to work." I snap a little. "I want to make my own money and before you say it. I know I don't need it. But I want it. I don't want you to feel like I'm using you." He nods. 
"Ok ok. Well how about we find you somewhere around here to work? Baby this is London I'm sure we have the best clubs. You'll find a job easy." He grins leaning down and kissing me. I run my hands up his sides and pull him on top of me softly. "Let's go to bed." I groan. "Nope!" He smirks. "What? Gary please!" I am practically begging him now. "No. One more week and then we can. Your ribs are still sore. Remember?" He slides off me and pulls me on his lap. I snuggle into him sulking a little. "You'll thank me fore this in the long run." I can almost feeling him grinning. "Gaz. You haven't been out in ages. Why don't you go out with the boys tonight?" He shakes his head. "Nope I want to stay with you." I grin. "What have you planned jade?" He smirks. "You've got no choice the boys will be here at 8." I smile. And so does Gary. "Just enjoy yourself." I smile. "Oh I will baby. But i don't think I'll be drinking a lot. Remember the last time I did?" He smiles. "Yes I do. You stole my bed." I smile. "And your heart?" He winks, such a cheek. "Cheeky." I grin. 

* Serval Hours later *
"Have a good night babe." I shout as I see Gary turn and rush back over towards me. I was just about to close the door when he pushes me against it. Kissing me so passionately. Sliding his tongue into my mouth I groan as he does. Fuck. This is turning me on. That's when he pulls away grinning. "See you later tonight gorgeous. I love you." He smiles. "Oh yeah turn me on Gary and then leave. I love you too..." He grins even more what an ego boost for him. I slap his bum as he turns around. The boys are whistling and taking the piss a little. 

I head back inside the house. It's a Friday night. Which means I can catch up on my soaps tonight. Gary hates them. Good job we have sky+, which always comes in handy. About 20 minutes later there is a loud banging at the door. Fuck sakes. Can't I get any alone time? I drag myself off the sofa slowly and head towards the door. I open it without thinking. Fuck. 

"Is Gary in?" What the fuck is she doing here. "No he's not!" I growl. 
"Well tell him slut when he's home we need to talk." 
"How about. NO. I'm not a slut thank you though. Gary doesn't want to you know you." I snap again. 
"He'll want to know I..." Fuck this, I cut her off "why are you going to fake a pregnancy again?" I growl. "Just leave ok. Gary doesn't want to know you." I snap against. 
"Just tell him I was here." Fuck this, i slam the door in her face. I can't deal with her if I listened to her any longer I would have hit her. 

I dive back onto the sofa, I decide to order a takeaway, I order a ham & cheese pizza, with some chips. I'm so pissed off with that tart Emma turning up here, asking for Gary. Cheeky fucking bitch. She treated him like shit and tried to kill him. How dare she? 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Chapter 14

Okay this is chapter 14, it's kinda short I think. I hope you enjoy it, please leave feedback :) thank you

I stand there are a few moments just thinking to myself... Why is she here? Gary never mentioned his mum would becoming. What am I going to say to her? Wait it does she even know who I am? Oh my, this is going to be awkward. It is already awkward. 

"Hi, Gary never mentioned you'd be coming today... I'm sorry he's not in." I smile not knowing what to say next. 
"Err, that's fine my dear. But may I ask who you are?" Oh shit. He hasn't told her. 
"I'm Gary's girlfriend..." That's where she cuts me off. 

* SLAP! *
"Mum! What the hell." Gary snaps. He's back. Thank fuck for that! I think Gary's mum has just slapped me. Yep she has. Ouch! My fucking face is stinging. 
"Gary! I thought you'd dumped her! Why are you still dating the bitch who tried to kill you. You've picked some bad woman in your time son. But none as bad as her!" She snaps not letting Gary or me get a word in. Gary comes to my side wrapping his arm around me and touching my cheek with his warm fingers. 

"Mum this is Jade. My new fucking girlfriend. She isn't Emma ok?" He snaps. But then turns back towards me "are you ok my baby?" He kisses my cheek softly. I just nod my head. This is even more awkward than before. 
"Oh my, I'm so sorry jade. I thought you were..." Gary cuts her off. "Mum I think you should go. Jade has been through enough over the last few days she doesn't need anymore stress. I'll call you in a few days, yeah?" 
"Yes ok son. And jade once again. I'm sorry..." She smiles, I smile back and says "it's fine."  

Gary leads me inside, and pulls me onto his knee on the sofa. "I only came back from the studio to see how you were. Good job I did eh?" He smiles running his fingers delicately over my cheek I hiss a little as it stings. "Aye it is a good job you did. I didn't expect to meet your mum today. And especially not like that." I place my head on his chest. "I'm sorry Gary." I sigh. 
"Hey. None of that was your fault, it was me mums. Not asking questions just hitting you. Was out of order." He wraps his arms around me again tightly. "I'll text Mark and tell him I can't make it back today." I shake my head. 
"No Gary go back to the boys, I'll be ok I promise." I smile. 
"Nope I'm not leaving you." He smiles kissing my cheek again softly. "This is just an excuse for, you to stay home with moi isn't it?" I grin kissing Gary softly. 
"Maybe." He winks. "I can't help it. Be in a room with the boys. Or watching a film, with my beautiful, sexy girlfriend? Simple choice" He smiles. "I love you mr Barlow." I press my lips against Gary's softly. "And yes it was an easy choice. I'd do the same if it was the other way around. You'd come first every time." I grin and snuggle into Gary's arms. 


* two hours later * 
I'm snuggled up in Gary's arms. We've just watched a romantic comedy. He's been eating his popcorn so loud. But I find it so cute. He knows he does it to and try to quieten it down, but it makes it so much worst and louder. God he is so beautiful. I'm just staring into his eyes he is perfect. "What? Have I got something on my face?" He runs his face softly. I just laugh. "No your just... Your. Beautiful." I smile so much. Why is he with me? 
"Hey don't think say that?" I snap my neck up. "Say what?" 
"Say why am I with you. Your amazing and funny and sexy and my soul mate. That's why. I love you Jade." He smiles. "Oh fuck. I said it out loud?" He nods. "Sorry, and I love you so much more than you'll ever know Gary." I softy press my lips against Gary. 

Monday, April 29, 2013

Chapter 13

Chapter 13. Okk so I've struggled over the last few days to find a plot/storyline to this chapter and I've decided to see how it goes as I write it ;) so if its boring I'm sorry. Anyway enjoy (hopefully) x


* Two Days later *

"Fuck." I fly up out of the bed hearing Gary growl. "What's up babe?" I grin seeing him holding his foot. "Nothing. This fucking dresser is in a stupid place."
"Gary it's not the dressers fault you walked into it." I grin, "don't be cheeky Jade. I don't want to have to punish you again." He grins walking. Well hobbling back over to the bed. "You don't? And talk about making a meal out of something." I smirk as Gary leans down pressing his lips against mine. "I have to babe. It really hurts. Your kisses make it better." He kisses me again, I groan as I feel his tongue pressed against mine. "I suppose I could make it even better?" I grin winking at Gary. "Yes you could." He grins laying down on the bed. 

* bang bang bang *

"For fuck sake!!" He growls. "That'll be mark. Fuck. I've gotta go babe. I hate leaving you here alone. Especially when your still recovering." 
"Gaz it's ok. Don't worry about it. Have fun. Wait. Isn't mark going to notice that." I grin pointing towards Gary's hard on. "Oh fucking hell. I don't know how I'll explain it." I just giggle pulling the duvet over me. "Fuck off its not funny, you know what I'll tell him my girlfriend is sexy and gorgeous and turns me on so much I just want to have sex with her all the time." He grins kissing my neck softly. "I love you Gary, and yes you can tell him that. But who's this sexy, gorgeous woman eh?" I smile. "Your sexy and gorgeous babe, I love you too. Now get some rest. I'll be home sooner than you know." He smiles and kisses me softly. He grabs his jacket and leaves. 

I roll on to Gary's side of the bed. God it smells so good. I don't want to get out of bed. But I have too. I hobble out of bed and put some clothes on which takes forever. Because of this stupid broke leg. I head downstairs slowly and make myself a coffee. I see a note on the side of the table, it reads:

"Jade, I'm surprised your up so early. If I've gone to "work" already, I'd have given you a kiss already so need to pine for one ;) I love you and I will be home soon, love your Gary x" I beam at the cuteness of the note from Gary. He is perfect. I love him so much. 

I decide to text Gary:
"Found the note ;) your so cute, I love you too, ps. I'm still wanting another kiss xxx"

*Beep Beep* 
Gary x :
"Yep I'm cute and you'll be getting more than kisses when I'm home, you've been a bad girl, love you more xxx"

I giggle, and decide to text him back. "You can't punish me. Remember? Not for three weeks ;) now get back to work haha xxx"

* Beep Beep *
Gary x
"Hey cheeky. Less of that. And there's more than one way to punish you. See you soon xxx" I smile and put my coffee on the side. 

*BANG BANG BANG* 
Fuck. Who's that? Oh shit. Who is it? Gary isn't expecting anyone. I try to make my way to the door fast but I can't I'm on crutches, I unlock the door... Fuck. I'm shocked with who I see...

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Chapter 12

Chapter 12. Seems to have come so fast to this point. I'm really enjoying writing this fanfic. Anyway enjoy x

* 1 Day Later *

"You ready to go then baby?" Gary smiles picking my bag up. I slide off the bed. Standing up on my crunches. "Aye I think so. Only one problem. I live in a flat. I can't walk up all them stairs. You might have to carry me." I grin as He moves right in front of me. "You don't have to worry about that. I'm taking you home. My place." He grins and kiss me softly. "Your place? Where?" I smile. "London baby." 
"Ok, well I can't wait to see your home mr B." I smile. 
"Oh baby I'm going to show you the bedroom first. You can test the bed if you want?" He grins so cheekily. 
"Oh so cheesy but yeah you can show me the bedroom." I smile and kiss Gary softly again. 
"Come on let's get you home. It's a long drive but you can get some sleep if you want?" He smiles picking my bags up. Gary went to my flat yesterday and packed all my things up. He is so cute. I hobble out with my crunches. Gary's biceps are bulging. Fuck. He looks so so hot. 

We manage to get in the car ok. I moan a little as my leg is aching. My ribs are sore but much better. And my collar bone is bruised and sore. Gary shoots me a look. "What Barlow?" I smile. 
"Don't moan like that. It does things to me." He grins. "That's filthy. And you heard what the doctor said no sex for a least 3 weeks. Oh how will you cope Gary?" I wink. 
"Well I cope for a year without it. So I guess three weeks will be easy. And no you cant do sex, but you can do other things." He grins more. 
"That's dirty mr Barlow. You know I can't. I'm poorly. You know that." I grin and wink. 
"I'm filthy baby. You'll have to learn just how much. And if you won't do it. My hand will suit me fine. You'll just have to watch me." He smirks. "I can't just sit there and watch you touch yourself." I smile and sink into the chair more. "Your car is so gorgeous and spacious. I love it." I grin. "Yup it's spacious. Room to do anything we want when your better." He grins. 

"I love you Gary. Always will." I grin. "I love you too Jade." He smiles. I feel my eyes closing slightly. Fuck. I'm so tired. "To to sleep baby. I'll wake you up later." I smile and nod my head softly. 


* Serval hours later *
Fuck. It's so dark. I open my eyes. Where the hell am I? I'm in bed, I turn over. Notice Gary is fast asleep. I smile. We're home. God he looks so beautiful. I lift the duvet up. Oh shit. He's naked. Fully naked. Completely naked. I smile my hand down towards his very impressive length. I place my hand around the tip. Fuck he's leaking pre-come all over my hand already. I rub the tip softly. And then move my hand up and down his length softly at first. I look at Gary. He's biting his lip. But still asleep for now. I start moving my hand up and down his hardening shaft faster and squeezing it at the same time. "Aahhh fuck. Jade babe." He groans. He's awake. "Fuck. I'm close babe..." I grin and rub him even harder Gary groans loudly and within second his climax is there and he shoots his load all over my hand and his stomach... 

"Did you enjoy that?" I grin. 
"Fuck. Yes. Of course I did." He groans still recovering. 
"I told you I couldn't watch you just touch yourself I had to show you just how good I am with my hands." I grin and kiss Gary's neck softly. 
"You can use your hands on me babe. I love you, Jade." He kisses my forehead. "Let's get some sleep, I love you too Mr B." I grin and rest my head on Gary's chest. God this man is fucking perfect. Could life get any better? 

Chapter 11

Here is chapter 11. I promised someone three chapters today. And I will try and stick to that. So here is first chapter of the day.. :)


* Two Days Later *

I haven't moved yet. Jade looks so at peace. She hasn't opened her eyes yet. She looks so beautiful. "Come on Jade. Please!" I hold her hand tightly. I haven't left her side. I won't leave her side. I love her too much not to be here when she wakes up. There's just one problem. Jade's friends will not come in here while I'm here, they don't want me here. I feel bad but I don't care I love this woman I need to be here for my lady. 

The door flys open, "doctor? What's wrong?" I say standing up. There are two doctors and a nurse. Along with some of jade's friends, they're shooting me dirty looks. But I don't give a fuck. 
"Nothing mr Barlow. Errr. These wouldn't come in without us. And I'm sorry mr Barlow. But we have no choice. Jade's next of Kin has turned up. And they don't want you here. So I'm going to have to ask..." 
"No. NO. I'm not leaving. You will have to throw me out. Because I'm not leaving my baby voluntary." fuck. That's when I see two security guards. I turn back to jade. Kissing her forehead softly. "I love you baby. And I promise I'll be back. I will be here for you always." I turn to leave. Tears fall from my eyes. 


"G..Gary..." 
I spin around so fast. "Jade. Jade!" I feel the security guards trying to pull me out. "No jade. I'm here." 
"Gary. Please!" 


* Jade's POV *
I pull the oxygen mask from my face. I open my eyes softly. Waiting a few seconds for them to adjust to the light. I look over towards the door. I see Gary getting dragged out.... "Get off him. Get off him please." I cough trying to speak too fast. "Gary. Please! Don't leave me..." I can't move. My body is aching. I want Gary to stay though. "Please. Stay." Tears fall from my eyes. As Gary punches one of the security guards. He rushes back over to the bed towards me. He places his forehead against mine and says:
 "I'll never leave you. I love you Jade. I did from the first moment I met you. That's why I blushed. Your beautiful and sexy and smart. Your confident and funny. I love you. I fucking love you. And I should have told you sooner I know that. But please give me a chance? One chance that's all I'm asking for!"

I slowly move my hand up towards his head, running my fingers through his hair. I place my lips against his and kiss him passionately. He LOVES me. That's all I ever wanted to hear him say. "I love you too Gary." I smile. "Buy you've got some making up to do." I kiss him against softly. "Jade I'll do anything and buy you anything you want." 
"Gary I don't want money or you to buy me things. I want you. And you can make it up to me in some other way I'm sure." I grin softly. "I'm sure I could make it up to you. Jade why didn't you call me. You must have seen the papers over the last few week!" he runs my hand softly. I turn towards, the door. Seeing my friends and a doctor. "Can you leave us please. I want to talk to Gary. Alone." I smile hoping the understand. They all shake there heads and my friends storm out slamming door. 

"Get in with here me please? I want you too hold me." I shuffle over in the bed slowly. "Ouch ouch." I hold my ribs softy when I feel Gary's hand over mine. "Are your ribs hurting baby?" I nod bitting my lip slightly. "Gary. You asked me if I'd seen the papers I've the last few weeks. And honestly. When you said what you said to me in Starbucks. I went home and cried and cried. And I didn't leave the my flat. I couldn't. It broke me. The things you said. And when you text me again. I couldn't meet you so I left and look my own stupidly led me to end up in hospital." I hold Gary softly. Resting my head on his chest. "Jade. I'm so sorry. I never meant to make you feel like that. I love you. And when I met you in Starbucks. I thought Emma was pregnant and I couldn't have left her. I've always wanted children. But no woman has ever wanted them with me. I had no idea that she was lying to me, to keep me. When I found that out Jade I broke it off with her. And then, when I was going to come and see you. See fucking poisoned a cake which was sent to me, I was so ill for 3 days. That why I didn't text you until I did. I'm so sorry this is my fault." Tears are streaming down his face. 

"What? She poisoned you? The fucking bitch. Gary I don't care about the past. I want to think about the future. Yeah? Our future! I love you. I don't care about anything apart from you." I kiss him again softly. Running my hand threw his hair. 

"I love you too. I can't wait for our future together baby..." He grins as his lips move down towards my neck. I groan a little. Fuck me. I'm so happy right now. 

Friday, April 26, 2013

Chapter 10

Okk. Seeing as I have been bullied into this chapter. You know who you are haha ;) here is chapter 10? I think, enjoy x

* 12 Hours later *

"Mr Barlow?" 
"Yes! Is she ok? Can I see her now?" 
"It's difficult to say how she is. I believe that Jade's brain was starved of oxygen for a small time. So we won't know if everything is ok. if she wakes up we will be able to tell then."
"If? If she wakes up! So what she might never wake up?" 
"Mr Barlow we always have to say if. Because nothing is certain. What is certain is jade has had a life threatening accident. Even if everything is ok with her brain. She still has a broken leg. 3 fractured ribs. And a broken collar bone. So things aren't going to be straight forward for her. She'll need you here if or when she wakes up!" He pats Me on The shoulder. 

I'm lead through by a nurse into the room where jade is. I pull the chair right up to Jade's bed side. God. She looks so pale. I take Jades hand softly. I press my lips against her hand. My head is pressed against the bed. I'm sobbing. This is all my fault. If I hadn't have been sick. I'd have phone jade sooner. Stopped all this from happening. And now look. She's in hospital. We don't know if she is going to be alright. 

"Jade. Babe. Please wake up. I need to tell you how sorry I am. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did. I should have never said what I said. I need to tell you. That. I, I lo... I really like you jade. So please wake up. Even if you want to slap me for the way I've treated you. You can. Please. Jade. Just wake up." I grip her hand tightly but softly. tears still steaming down my face. I need her to be ok. 

"What the fuck are you doing here. Get out. Get out now!" I spin around to see Alex stood there. Wow a few weeks ago she couldn't speak to me. Now she is shouting at me. "Jade won't want you here. Just go!!" I turn back around so I'm facing my baby. "No." I shake my head. "I'm stay here. I need to be here." 
"What gives you the right to be here. You've treated Jade like dirt over the last few weeks. She would throw you out herself if she could!" She shouts again at Gary. 
"Look. I said it nicely to you. And I'll say it one more time. Then after that I won't be so nice. I'm staying right here. I'm not leaving!" I snap a little how dare she?
"Get out Gary. Before I get you thrown out." 
"NO I'm NOT leaving. I fucking love this woman. So I'm going to be here when she wakes up!" I stand up turning around so i'm facing Alex. She just turns Around and slams the door. 


I sit back down. I mean I know I have treated Jade like crap. But who the fuck is she to tell me to leave. I ain't leaving. I have to stay I just have too. I look towards the floor. When I hear Jade, I look up to find Jade coughing and shaking? She's not laying still what's happening? I press the bell for the nurse. And they run in straight away alone with a doctor. 

"What's happening? Please tell me she will be ok?" They ignore me. The place jade on to her side as she coughs up a lot blood. A few minutes later when she has stopped coughing they lay her gently back down on her back. 

"Doctor what happened?" I pull the doctor back slightly away from the bed. "Mr Barlow. What this shows us is Jade will wake up. She has come out of the coma. We will keep a close eye on her." 
"What about then? She coughed up blood then. What's happening?" 
"Mr Barlow you have to stay calm. And we're hoping, the coughing up the blood. Was just a way for the airways to clear. We will keep a close eye on her. I give you my word on that!"
"Thank you doctor! Thank you so much!"

 I finally smile a little. Jade will wake up, and at least that gives me a chance to tell her how I feel. And if she rejects me. Then so be it. I will get the opportunity to hold her. And kiss her again. I love her so much. I sit down on the bed slightly. I take Jades hand and run my hand threw her hair softly. "I love you Jade. So you better wake up and tell me that you love me too!" I kiss her forehead softly.